Moving on

T found someone else. He's very happy about it, although I should put in the disclaimer that last night was their third date. I was a little hurt and jealous hearing about her, but it sounds like she is a much better match for him than I am. (Again, remember--only third date.)

Honestly it is just a wake up call that we've been using each other. It has been comforting to have someone to hold on to emotionally. And it has been a nice feeling to think I had someone of the opposite sex in my life. But I think everyone, he and I included, knew it wasn't really going to happen. And now I'm facing the same situation I've been trying to ignore for a long time now--I need more people in my life. I need men who actually live here as well as friends who aren't just people I work with in one of my various commitments, who are close to my age, that I can setup with David, etc. Of course, it would help if I cleared a few of those commitments so I had time to spend with these friends I'm looking to acquire.

Applications being accepted now...